I keep writing then I delete it all again, I just don't know how to write this. I think that when I do then I know its real. Yesterday I had the worst news ever, I should of wished my nan a Happy Birthday but instead I had to say goodbye.
My nan has been there since I was born. Not only was she my nan she was also my second mum when my mum lost her life and I just cant explain the pain I'm feeling right now.
The best I can say is;
If tears could build a staircase, and memories a lane I could walk up to heaven and bring you home again. I know it seems selfish, I know it's not fair, but life isn't going to be the same without you being there.
